I am drowning in a sea of false smiles of people who consume my generosity but can't fabricate their own. I give so I sink. I deny and I rise. Acts caught on the same coin. Bound by the scale at birth.
If I can only see so black and white, why do I suffer through the night? I chose goodness but like a paladin I am blind. I am warden of my own prison. The writer and enforcer of the laws that ruined my life and afflicted my seed.
I am a good person in a world with no light. I alone can not deliver peace, love, or happiness. My joy, my tenderness, my compassion, and my understanding are all based on naïve principles.
In this
What is the worth of a man? What is the point of a man? Is it to protect? Is it to rule? Is it to love? I have pondered these things the past few days. I have found that a man's worth is in those he surrounds himself with, and yet as men place high value on things we can not control. I have asked myself why and why again. Why do I never get ahead? Why did I just waste 12 years of my life to a company to get cast aside? The answer is 90% chance and 10% attitude. If you have a positive attitude about the 90 then it is bound to get better, right? Wrong! It is your attitude to never give up that changes life. Shit is going to happen
I am drowning in a sea of false smiles of people who consume my generosity but can't fabricate their own. I give so I sink. I deny and I rise. Acts caught on the same coin. Bound by the scale at birth.
If I can only see so black and white, why do I suffer through the night? I chose goodness but like a paladin I am blind. I am warden of my own prison. The writer and enforcer of the laws that ruined my life and afflicted my seed.
I am a good person in a world with no light. I alone can not deliver peace, love, or happiness. My joy, my tenderness, my compassion, and my understanding are all based on naïve principles.
In this
What is the worth of a man? What is the point of a man? Is it to protect? Is it to rule? Is it to love? I have pondered these things the past few days. I have found that a man's worth is in those he surrounds himself with, and yet as men place high value on things we can not control. I have asked myself why and why again. Why do I never get ahead? Why did I just waste 12 years of my life to a company to get cast aside? The answer is 90% chance and 10% attitude. If you have a positive attitude about the 90 then it is bound to get better, right? Wrong! It is your attitude to never give up that changes life. Shit is going to happen
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Well I don't think I have many followers because I don't post here often, but I am excited that Zelmarr and myself have continued to produce our comic Phantom Ops. Its coming along nicely and until we can get some upgraded computer equipment well be doing one page per week. Anyway stop on by when you get a chance http://phantomops.smackjeeves.com
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex.
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class.
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi.
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit.
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Killed A Snake ( ;~; )
(x) Stolen
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car /
I have uploaded my first two poems. They are from a series I will probably do called Raw Thoughts. These poems are straight from my head with no editing or rewrites. They are how I felt at the time I wrote them. Its very therapeutic for me. Enjoy and comment!